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I know what I am, but not sure will I be what I want to be.Why a person becomes sooo dependent on any kind of resources to fulfill one's dreamz....sooo not fair..why do we get dreamz??

In discovery of myself

Fighting to be at peace with myself...... struggling to fulfill my dreamz

Are my thoughts clear in words?

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Struggle to be SOMEONE from NO ONE

I am neither a Writer, nor a Reader
I am neither a Critic, nor a Supporter
I am neither a Fashion Icon, nor a Follower
I am neither an Ideologist, nor an Artist
In short I AM NO ONE
but constantly struggling to be SOMEONE
becoz of which wasting my present, torturing my future and crying over the past.
Living in constant fatigue,both mental and physical

Satisfying myself,by searching my identity in my dreams.

An identity which I want to create in my society, at my workplace, in a larger macro level in my city, my state, my country, worldwide.

Unlike any daydreamer I want to be SOMEONE

Someone who may be defined as a doctor,a lawyer,a teacher,an engineer,a manager,a social worker,a socialite,political leader,an artist,AVP,VP,CEO,MD,a model,title holder of a beauty pageant,renowned musician or a dancer

Its a total mess which is going inside me, like others even i am confused.
Aiming for Sun, when I know will have to be satisfied with Stars,
Wanting to be a Highway, when I know cant be more than a Trail.

Then what should I be?How to be different?How to be recognized?How and with what to get Eureka moments in my Life?

Always crying "Why not ME?"

She is Popular..................Why not ME?
She is so intelligent..........Why not ME?
She is earning so well......Why not ME?

Analyzing all things, I guess in spite of being infamous, un-recognized , we are truly very worthy, for because of us, others worth are known and measured. We are used not as bench marks, but as a scale of measurement to have a clear visible line of Difference between
NO ONE and SOMEONE.

6 comments:

  1. gud 1 girl ...u deserve accolades for this...well above expectation especially for ur attempt of practical touch ....which actually resembles most of us ....while rythm could be improved ... :)

    N i hope ...wid my comment being d first one ..u would definitely recive a lot ..n even much better thn mine ....given the people actually realise whts written n why as well??

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  2. Great blog!!
    Very practical and philosophical.... A perfect archipelago of contemplations...

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  4. mmmmm... the beginning of your profile says that you know what you are and you are sure of what you want to be in your near future as you wrote,"I know what I am, but not sure will I be what I want to be" and then in the blog you've written,'unlike any daydreamer...renowned musician or a dancer' both contradict each other and then u are concerned about what "SHE" is doing and how "SHE" is... if u know who you are or want to be,no matter who so ever "SHE" is or "SHE" does..you ought not to be concerned..the first 8 lines are too awesome! and fourth one the best...nice work

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  5. The deepest fear is not that we are inadequate... The deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure...
    We ask ourself, Whom am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, Who you are not to be? We are born to make manifest the glory of god that is within us. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
    -Marianne Williamson

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