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Delhi, India
I know what I am, but not sure will I be what I want to be.Why a person becomes sooo dependent on any kind of resources to fulfill one's dreamz....sooo not fair..why do we get dreamz??

In discovery of myself

Fighting to be at peace with myself...... struggling to fulfill my dreamz

Are my thoughts clear in words?

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Struggle to be SOMEONE from NO ONE

I am neither a Writer, nor a Reader
I am neither a Critic, nor a Supporter
I am neither a Fashion Icon, nor a Follower
I am neither an Ideologist, nor an Artist
In short I AM NO ONE
but constantly struggling to be SOMEONE
becoz of which wasting my present, torturing my future and crying over the past.
Living in constant fatigue,both mental and physical

Satisfying myself,by searching my identity in my dreams.

An identity which I want to create in my society, at my workplace, in a larger macro level in my city, my state, my country, worldwide.

Unlike any daydreamer I want to be SOMEONE

Someone who may be defined as a doctor,a lawyer,a teacher,an engineer,a manager,a social worker,a socialite,political leader,an artist,AVP,VP,CEO,MD,a model,title holder of a beauty pageant,renowned musician or a dancer

Its a total mess which is going inside me, like others even i am confused.
Aiming for Sun, when I know will have to be satisfied with Stars,
Wanting to be a Highway, when I know cant be more than a Trail.

Then what should I be?How to be different?How to be recognized?How and with what to get Eureka moments in my Life?

Always crying "Why not ME?"

She is Popular..................Why not ME?
She is so intelligent..........Why not ME?
She is earning so well......Why not ME?

Analyzing all things, I guess in spite of being infamous, un-recognized , we are truly very worthy, for because of us, others worth are known and measured. We are used not as bench marks, but as a scale of measurement to have a clear visible line of Difference between
NO ONE and SOMEONE.